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Hm. I just want everyone to know that I want to change my journal again. I hate doing this but this, like many of the others, was turned into a drama journal. It's whatever. It's now going to be ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lmaharidge.. How original, no? It'll be friend's only soon enough but for now, it isn't.. Everyone who is on my list now is added so whenever you guys have time and if you want to, add me back. thanks and sorry about all of this.
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Since this won't be shown in Regina's journal, and I didn't like the fact that I couldn't respond without her screening it, I thought I may as well put this in my journal. Since I know they'll read it.
To the Sister
All right this is for the girl Lindsey, you said you did not want beef with regina but i went to your journal thang when i read what you told her and saw what you said about her, I'm the one that told her to read what you said about her. Because she was being all nice and stuff to you but you were talking shit about her. You might not know Regina but I do she is my best friend and if she has a problem with somebody then it is for a reason. And I am letting you know right now If you or anybody tries to jump her then you will get it back 20 times worse. By the way my name is Ashley and I go to GPN I dont have a journal so I had to do it like this. Im not like the rest of these fools I dont post things without saying who I am. You might think Regina is all talk but I swear to you she's not, she waits until you give her a reason then she fights you, no she just not going to hit you for no reason. I have saw her fight and we have also fought people together, so I'm not just saying it because she is my girl I'm saying it because its the truth. I'm still stuck on you saying you neutral or whateva yet you go and say shit about her, that's not too neutral. And yes Regina is very pretty (this part is not to you, it is to whoever said that in your sister's little journal) YES she does have big eyes and they are pretty you would be amazed at how many boys stop her when we are out somewhere saying she has beautiful eyes. And no I'm not gay, but I do know she is pretty so for all you hating heifers that tried to say she was ugly you know its not true.
To the Friend
I did say at first that I didn't read this because I wasn't going to waste my time. That was after a whole bunch of stuff was going down in my life (but not like either one of you care) but now that I have the time to respond and say what is going on, I thought, "Hey! Might as well do so."
Um, I first want to address what you claimed about me 'beefing' with Regina and also about the whole 'talking shit' factor. I don't know what your definition is on shit talk but it definitely is not voicing an opinion. Remember now, this is going on with my sister and I don't like it when people fuck with my family, so of course, I'm going to say something on the matter. Like I told Regina before, I don't care who started it. Does not mean she can't be the first to stop it. Secondly, I don't know if you actually read what I wrote or scanned through it because if you actually read it then you wouldn't be throwing threats around. Read it again and I'll underline the keywords:
This girl I use to go to school with, Regina, is beefing with my sister. I don't know why she is. I remember her from high school and I never saw her try to be like that with me. I should go up there on Monday and see if she's actually for real about this whole, "I'm a bad ass." thing. Just for shits and giggles. Besides, I honestly don't care what happens since I don't go to that school anymore.
Now, moving on to the next complaint: The threat. Now, I never said she wouldn't fight but you even said she fights people when she has a reason to so why haven't I seen her at my house lately calling my sister out? Or when my sister was up at the school a while back when this started? I mean Lonnie lives right by us. What is to stop her? If it's about respect then save it because she's already disrespecting my family saying all this and egging this on to begin with. And if it'll come back to me '20 times worse' that just means you and a few other of her friends will gang up on me and take of me for her. You may see that as 'having her back' but I see it as her being a major wimp, since she needs you guys taking care of it for her. But going with that, are you saying that I can't have my sister's back without it looking bad? Check what you say before you say it because this comment, now that I think about it, is talking shit about me, so what makes you any different? Contradiction is a bitch, isn't it?
I'm a pacifist but if I weren't, I'm bigger, stronger, and have more fighting styles than just street. I would only fight people up to my level, no offense on her behalf.
Everyone has an opinion. Whether or not they think she is pretty, if you do and she does than that is all that matters. Just like she may not think my sister is good looking or even me. I think I am and she thinks she is. It's all a matter of opinion so I don't understand why you put that in this comment at all.. It also doesn't mean I'm not neutral about this when I voice it. In my opinion, they are both wrong. No one can be right in these kinds of situations. There would be no point of me talking about someone I only know of. Any way, I just want this all to end because it's stupid, pointless, and tedious.
Thanks for your time. I don't expect a response because there wouldn't be anything to respond to but do whatever. Later.
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My sister was rushed to the emergency room around noon. She's still not back and I just want to know what happened. [EDIT] They're keeping her for a few more hours to run tests. [EDIT] (again) She has a Kidney Stone.
While I was waiting, I was surfing the internet and came across a few things. Joe, the guy I use to date, said something that was really mean. I responded to it. I don't deal with stupid people anymore. I guess he's chillin' with Marilee or dating her. I don't know. I honestly don't care but it would explain why I was removed from her list.
The baby boy was fussy all day. I don't know if it's his Colic or what. I think the connection that a mother to her child has can cause either one to feel sympathy pains for the other. Maybe? Maybe not, but it would make a bit of sense.
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| Time: | 2:45 am. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | -People Talking-. |
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I've been busy the last couple of days. With my nephew having Colic, it's hard for him to sleep at night. My sister has been up so it's even worse when we try to rock him to sleep. It's all good. It'll all be over in 2 months or so.
This is my favorite picture of her and Anthony
I noticed I haven't updated in a while. Nothing much really has happened. Jason and I basically patched things up. I just want to know where he's coming from with a few things but I'm kind of afraid to IM him because I keep bring up the subject. Like it should stay in the past and I should basically forgive and forget but I just.. can't. I don't understand.
I guess Marilee added me to her list and then removed me again. I didn't mean to sound so harsh to her but I told her to fuck off. I don't want to try to be friends with someone who doesn't what anything to do with me. I mean, I am sorry for sounding harsh but I did need to get that out.
Enough about that. I applied at a few placed that I know are hiring or will be soon. Then my dad and I drove around. I went on the highway which wasn't bad. Tomorrow, we're hopefully going to be going to the DMV to see how I do with parallel parking and such. I was good at it 3 years ago so I hope things didn't change.
This girl I use to go to school with, Regina, is beefing with my sister. I don't know why she is. I remember her from high school and I never saw her try to be like that with me. I should go up there on Monday and see if she's actually for real about this whole, "I'm a bad ass." thing. Just for shits and giggles. Besides, I honestly don't care what happens since I don't go to that school anymore.
Anywho, I just hope I get a job. Two would be nice. I don't need the money but I do need to spend my time doing something but for now, my pillow is looking for some comfort.
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 2:46 am. |
| Mood: |  cranky. | | Music: | -Eternal Flame- The Bangles. |
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After I loaded my game, I shoved heavy snow/ice with my mom. I swear, she needs to stop doing so much or she'll end up with another hurnia (something she doesn't need)..
Anthony is the same adorable little guy.
I sleep more than ever. Lack of exercise, I think.
PMS.. Gah.
Bedtime.
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I have my game.. w00t!
Now to play.. but for now, I have to shovel for the big snow storm tonight/tomorrow.
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:14 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. |
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My sister was getting some mean shit posted in her journal about two weeks or so ago. It wasn't that bad when they talked about my sister but then they started talking about the puddin' pop:
and..
My sister teases me with these pictures and more. It's NOT cool because then I miss the little poofer toofer whenever I'm away from home.
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:12 am. |
| Mood: | touched. | | Music: | -None-. |
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I was going through all the stuff in my room and I came across a shoe box of stuff from 3-5 years ago. 3-4 completely filled out journals, notes (from MariLee, Kate, and Steph), a card that Johnathan Phillips gave me for Valentine's day back in 2000 in mint condition, ticket stubs, e tc. It took Melanie and me 4 to 5 hours to read through it all. I think it's something I wouldn't mind keeping. I also thought, "Does John still hate me for something that happened 5 years ago?" If he does then I pity him a bit.
I gotta go up to the school on Monday. I found this bracelet that Hope said she left at my house. It's for the AIDs thing or something. I'm too tired to think.
I don't know.
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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I finally got around to cleaning up and organizing my room. I thought I would never get to it. I'm not done though and I still have a shit load more to do.
Melanie is staying again. I'm glad she's around. I kind of needed it.
I don't want to be around anyone else.
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| Time: | 12:15 am. |
| Mood: | chipper. |
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I just got back from seeing The Boogieman with Mel and Steph. Fucked up movie.
And yes, I do realize that it came out a few weeks ago but there was nothing better to see and I'm glad we did see it.
Melanie is staying the night. Check ya later.
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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Horoscope for February 24th, 2005: Still thinking they're out to get you? Well, stop it. Circumstances will show that you were wrong. You may need to do something you don't like much -- apologize -- but once you get the words out, you'll both feel better.
It makes sense but I'm actually not wrong. Unless I'm thinking of something else..
Hmmmm..
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| Time: | 1:56 pm. |
| Mood: | ecstatic. | | Music: | -Baby, It's You- JoJo. |
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I completely forgot to add this to my last entry: My mommy bought me The Fifth Element Ultimate Endition DVD. I wish I could of bought it myself just to feel it tingle in my hands as I hand it to the cashier but my mom told me she felt it. And yes, I realize this was said to make me happy.
But I did feel it's power as I was opening it a few minutes ago. After I'm done playing the Sims 2 (which the expansion is coming out next week!), this DVD is going to be the light of my life for a few hours.
Stephanie called me on her break. We're going to try to hang out tomorrow.. Lol, by the way. Hehe, you know what I mean girlly.
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I stayed at Hope's house last night and straightened her hair. She has wild curly hair and to get it super straight with no frizz is pretty good.
Some people need to learn who they are messing with when they open their mouth. Some person is trying to fuck with my sister but is actually fuckin' with my nephew. Either or, that person is just asking for their life in my hands.
The snow woman is still standing.
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 11:42 am. |
| Mood: | indifferent. | | Music: | -Life Sucks- Adema. |
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My mom is pissed. I guess Bally's is still saying I have an account or a trial membership after 2 months of it being canceling. They charged my bank account that only had like $5 in it (I don't like banks) 3 times. I ended up with only a -$55 balance until the bank account was canceled, then it was $45 that we owed. I guess you have to send something through the mail to Bally's saying that you want it canceled within 3 days of the trial membership. Well, my mom sent it over night express (certified which is $10) and they said they never got it.
This is the weirdest way to think but if you do sign up for a trial and you don't use it 12 times, they automatically think you want a membership for one reason or another and charge your account (and yes, they have to have your bank account number) $320 depending on your Bally's plan (I had the lowest plan possible).
First thing is first: NEVER sign up for Bally's, period. They will screw you in the ass if you try to cancel it.
My mom is going to the government on this. Not sure exactly what she's going to say and to what department but it's whatever. All I have to do is put on my credit report that I'm not responsible for any money that was charged to me or something like that. Besides, I shouldn't be getting calls from them 2 months after everything was done. They screwed my cousin and now they're trying to screw me.
[EDIT] HAHA! My mom told me to put it on my credit that I was a victim to identity theft. Since I don't have the contract and I did lose my wallet a little bit beforehand.
Okay, now that my rant is done: My nephew weighted in at the doctors last week to be 7.6lb and today, he weighted in at 8.5lb. He is just a pig but he needs to chub up.
Lol, Melanie came over and we built a snow-woman. Good times, good times:
Haha, I'm not posting the one of myself.
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish (A realistic one).
WHEN YOU'RE DONE: ( Click this )
Now I'm watching Family Guy.
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| Time: | 12:50 am. |
| Mood: | Disappointed and Crushed. | | Music: | -Cupid- 112. |
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I wonder when everything is going to be okay..
I'm not too down. It just sucks that a bunch of crap is hitting me all at the same time. At least some good things happened:
1. Larese is getting married.
2. My nephew is finally here//Baby-showers
3. Someone I haven't talked to in a long while apologized to me out of blue, which was weird.
4. Gained a new friend.
Out of the bad:
1. Lost 5 friendships in the past two months.
2. Stupid divorce shit. Which causes my dad to be completely distant.
3. Lost a friend to cancer.
4. Had a few sucky holidays.
5. Can't find a job.
6. Can't go to college for a while (I've been wanting to go back to school for over 2 years now).
7. Started having these commitment issues spring to life.
8. Had disappointment from my mom shot at me.
I don't know. Things will get better. I don't know if any of that sounds like it's worth being upset over but.. I don't want sympathy at all. I just don't know what to do right now.
I'm going to call Amanda tomorrow some time.
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Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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I'm only posting this because it shocked the hell out of me:
Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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| Time: | 4:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  lazy. | | Music: | -Forsaken- Disturbed & KoRn. |
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*20 minutes earlier*
First, I was going to write about how my dad stole my welding job but when I tried to post it, I forgot to set my computer clock (whenever the computer is turned off, the time doesn't continue) so instead of getting up, I decided to go to my AIM friend's list to get the time but everyone is away. 83/103 people are on and all away. How sad..
Lesson learned: If you want something done, be lazy.
*5 minutes later*
Lastest result: I got up and looked at the time.
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| Time: | 2:11 pm. |
| Mood: | sore. | | Music: | -Something By DMX-. |
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Nothing has been going on. Besides me going to 'wing' my driving test, like I did my GED test (I scored 2,450 out of 2,850 which is awesome.. Science is not my subject). My dad is going to take me out today, then tomorrow. I'm going to schedule my test after that and then drive until then. Besides, you really don't learn how to drive until after you have your license. That's how it is with everyone I know of.
My poofer toofer is so cute. I remember a few days ago, he was laying with my sister and me on the bed and he kept hitting my sister. I thought my sister said, "He pinched me!" I followed that with, "You don't do that to your mommy. She should do that to you." Turns out she said, "He punched me." We had a good laugh. Especially when the poofer toofer started punching me. He's just so adorable.
Tiffany brought Lil' Joshie over yesterday because they were going to show off their babies at Meijer. Lil' Joshie isn't so little anymore. He's three months old but looks like he's six months old. He's still cute.
Ugh. Baby talk. Melanie is staying over tonight. I still need to clean my room and get rid of all the liquor I have still. Damnit.
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:21 am. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | -None-. |
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I couldn't sleep so I was trying to see what the problem was with my headset microphone. I'm not sure how to word this but the wire to my microphone had unlinked from the chip I found in the volume control. It would be easier to fix if the wire was broken but of course everything is going to be harder for me.
Would welding it work?
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3:05 AM
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